Had lunch appointment with client and my AVP- R. It was because R insists that i set that lunch appointment.

To be frank, i was damn nervous. i don't even know where is a good place to have lunch.
That's why they always say boat reach pier naturally straight.

After lunch, R and I had a great talk. He told me many things. Many things that i did not know.

(I better blog it down before i forget. And i believe that the below will serve as motivations for me in the future)

R said:

He actually told his boss and my direct boss that he wants to train me personally from now.. give me more attention and mentoring. He wants to train me to be the top salesperson in 6 months time.

He said i am still considered new. and to him, when accessing new bees, sales targets are not everything. he is also very particular in learning attitude.

He said that i must learn to know my own assets. Although he felt that i am not pretty (DAMN!), but i have my own style and that's why male clients like to talk to me (I NEVER THINK SO!) I must make that to full use cuz he felt that i have my own very distinctive style in which no many people has. But he also warned me, not to use this asset in a wrong way. (LIKE WHAT??)
(Anyway, this comment of his is a bit off.. i am not going to care much about this.. cuz to me, ability is the still the key to success.)

He also asked me not to be shy and i should flag out problems that i faced to him frequently. He will also spend more time with me. He promised to coach me too.

Actually i feel like a DA BAO now. cuz i have mixed feelings.

I used to hate my AVP. But now, i think i have much more better impressions of him. I hope it is not temporarily. Cuz it is torturous to work under a boss that you don't like.

I hope i will like him better in this period that we are working closer together.

At least i am opening up to him now.


Work aside, I took PM leave today to bring my dad to polyclinic.

It hurts me to see my dad like that at times. Although i know that i must be contented with life and the progress at this moment. Cuz dad used to be lying on bed without the ability to recognise his own daughter. But now he is healthy. Kept his temper better than before and of course, he is much more positive in life.

But it still hurts me to see him failing to write properly. I still remember those were the times in primary school when he was always the one signing my report cards. i can still rmb those signatures of his vividly.

Life is so fragile. So, why be calculative. Life is full happenings. So, why be sad. Life is full of changes. So, why be stagnant.

I am determined to buy a car before i turn 25.
Papa! wait for me. i will fetch you ard in a car.
Papa and Mama! wait for me. i will give u good life in time to come.


MEISHAN WILL DO IT.